I started doing a lot of research and I did at one point wonder if I had got it from one of the other four guys that I had been with since I lost my virginity. I knew that you aren't completely protected by condoms. But I just felt that there was no way that I had gotten it from someone else when I had been diagnosed with it 10 days after having unprotected sex with him. Especially since that was my first time not being protected.

About a month after I first talked to him about it he came to try to talk to me. He told me that he had been tested, which was a lie, and that the test was negative. A few days later he talked to his ex and found out that she had gotten it at one point when they had split up, then she decided that she would get back at him by trying to give it to him. So he admitted that he had not been tested and apologized to me for lying and not believing me. We tried to hook back up and it was going ok for a few weeks until I realized how much resentment I had for him over the whole situation. Well I have been going to see a therapist, and I have become better able to deal with the whole situation. Seeing him doesn't bother me at all anymore which is good because he is my neighbor. I still have some bad days, but they are not near as bad as they were when I first found out.